you can run to the furthest corners of the universe, but the problem is, you can never run away from yourself. there is no other choice: you have to live with yourself for the whole length of your life.
it is going to be difficult if you don’t at least like yourself, even if you don’t love yourself. the only way you can make things easier is to be someone you can like. and then maybe, just maybe, you can finally stop running away.